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SOL - Look At Me

SHINee(샤이니)_LUCIFER_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo) HD

shut the far cup!

ive got that korean music fever. now im lovin korean artists :)) -_-

This is SHINee, with the five members: Onew,
Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho & Key.




Thiss guy here is Lee Taemin from SHINee.

uhh, fudge him for looking so nice-_-







From Big Bang,
my favorites are:





G -Dragon

T.O.P & Taeyang












ohh yess, you should see theyre music videos, awsomee

DarleneDavita

I'm Lost Without You - Blink 182

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you

maple syrup

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saya stress... kepingin banget deh ketemuan lgi-_-
haduu, quiz&test terus nih..
susah belajarnya tau, i get easily distracted hahaha, epik fa-il ah wkwk

i relly want to share stories with you but im scared, plus plus malu banget:$ i dunno whether to trust u or not. its hard to keep this all in tho,hohoh.. itu aja yg tau jg 2 orng itu:p i knw i can trust them haha.
i love youu,you psycho maniac

Ps. and i also hate u, so dont freak out kalo tar gua tendang kaki lu when we meet again haha

DarleneDavita

DC Park WC S Multicolor

AWESOMMEE! =}
My first pair of DC.
Got it last Saturday on 4th of September :D

hahaha i love it so much, wonder when i can get a pair of yellow ones.hmm


DarleneDavita

I fell in love(:

Isnt this drawing just smoking hot!?? I fell in love from the first time i saw it! I love the colors on those on the right,they make me go "DAMNN" hahahah
I also love photographs of shoes, especially famous shoe/skate brands, isnt this beautiful?(:

I like Vans,Converse,&DC the best.

Supras are high but theyre also damn hot:p


Shoes are very artistic in my opinion ;]

Im crazy about'em! :D



I could keep on putting sweet pics here but sadly I got a test tmrw so I better go study or im gonna flunk hahaha,hope you like them pictures P; Byee!

DarleneDavita

Toy Story 3

Awwwsummm, but! the cinema was such a lamo. The movie stopped playing like sorta a black out in the middle of the movie-_- sucks so bad. refund! i want me money back! hahahaha. seriously tho, a movie ticket cost like at least 11 dollars here,damnn, and popcorns are like what?about 7 dollars,crazzyyy. i cried after watching the movie HEHEHEE. i got to keep the cool 3 Dimensional glasses tho P: Imma wear it every time i watch a 3D movie in Indo. I do pray i would be in Indo when VBS starts. I miss people hahah. Besides, i dont wanna have to feel guilty of spending my money on an expensive movie ticket here.
Earlier today we also went to the nearest library here in Fresh Meadows. I kinda borrowed some books,dont think i can finish'em this week but if im going home this weekend then i might not finish it IF i dont hurry hahaha what a confusing sentence ~,~
My birthday was nice. Ive got to say tho, its the most average of my birthdays yet, even tho I got a surprise birthday cake from my family at midnight and not to mention that day was the first day we got on the cruise hahahahah. would you believe they got unlimited food everywhere in that floating thing,especially ICE CREAM! Awwhh, it was an 'only three days even tho its a week cruise' kinda heaven, cause after that, we got bored, like real bored, like you're dying to go home but you got like half a week left.
Random Thought: If I was to choose a power I could have, I would love to be "Indestructible", just like Jacob Fielding in 'Thirteen Days To Midnight'.

PS. I'm 14 now!!

DarleneDavita

'knick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone' (?)

Soooo, today's the last day I'll be in Jakarta, unless you call tomorrow, which I'll be in Jakarta only for a half day, the last day, then yes, yes today/tomorrow is my last day here. And tomorrow I've only got a week left of my being a thirteen year old. Damn, what a drag -_-
As of tomorrow, I'm starting a new adventure :) this year's going to be different I'm sure. I just need God to help me to go through it and I'll be just a-okay. :P
Cherissa and Kayla just left today. I'll be seeing them on Thursday I guess.
I'm coming on your birthday, Hannah! I miss NY. This time I'm looking forward for it's humidity. Gaaah, but please don't make me any darker than I already am now -_-
CANNTT WAIITTT. Jakarta is just too boring for now :P But I really hate it if once I'm there I get homesick -_- Please, just not seasick! :S:$
So, this is probably my last post while I'm in Jkrta, maybe I'll write when I'm there :)
C'est La Vie!

PS: 'This old man came rolling home' :P

DarleneDavita

AAAAnexpected

Yesterday,which is only 30 minutes ago, that noon i went to school to get my report card and met stephanie and went to pim to XL Center then home,so i wasted my afternoon on the sofa with my phone and tv,finally at 4 I crawled out of my house in my(dad's) car with my mom,darren,cherissa&kayla to raffles and i drove around there for an hour and we all went to 7eleven in trogong then when i was just about to pay for them slurpees, there came an unexpected rain,it was more of a wind storm probably so we all were like somewhat panicked and stuff and finally got wet blablabla end up getting my(dad's) car wet, and got ourselves a frosbite before even finishing our slurpees, the end. HAHAHAHA that was a whole story with no full stops hahahah soyeahh thatsabout it

DarleneDavita

My day

Today was most exciting, we had to do our exams at the biology room on the second floor. Today's subject was science and computer, i had to bring my laptop which could only stay on for like only an hour... In the science test we were permitted to open our notes, yet it still took me 2 hours to do it.. That was the most horrible/humiliating time of my life +.+ I usually only need 20 minutes to do it.. and that was like literally only billy and me that was still doing it in room 4. I hope I get a perfect score, cause if I don't IT'S GONNA BE MORE HUMILIATING. Computer was okay, at least it wasn't as hard as 1 semester exam, but this time miss mita won't let us use usb to turn in the projects, she said we have to send it to her email by 1 o'clock that afternoon -_- At the end of the day, I played a little basketball with Karel, Darren and Richie(i don't know how to spell his name). It was more like a "main ngasal2 aja" kinda game. We end up with a tie 8-8, then went home.

Our schedule for this week was:

Monday: Bible&Mandarin
Tuesday: Math&Indonesian Studies
Wednesday: English&Bahasa Indonesia
Thursday: Science&Computer
Friday: History&HE/Electro

DarleneDavita

th lst nrml frdy

i lost the vowels there haha, today i was humiliated as ever -_- i failed again and again and again.
today is my parents and stefi&kasih's anniv (:
ive got so much to do over the weekend. and i just cant stop thinking that............ :S:$ i think i need more time for all this to happen at the same time,why cant things happen the way i like it for a change, im not asking for more.
I'll miss all of you if i leave, hope it wont take a long time. i dont want to spent my vacation having to deal with missing any of you cause i know it will hurt me bad. i'll see you guys after all this of course.
oh and my cousins are coming to jakarta also.help.

DrlnDvt

Failure in training :D

Yeehaaaa!!! today was fantawsomazingreatastic day! HAHAHA thats not even a word i tell ya P:
nothing special really but i laugh alot, since that day where i failed to make a joke about the up top-down low-too slow trick, i've been a failure in training hahaha..Stephanie was with me, she really likes playing tricks on Maggy. "too slow!too slow!too slow!" hahahaha today she made Maggy not believe in down lows HAHAHA kesiannn wakakaka, then Agal said,"eh steph, baju gue putih. sapi minum apa?" and steph goes,"...air bening" then Agal was,"salaaahh, eh eh bener aaaaaahhh *tutup muka pake tangan* aduhh" HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHA FAIL FAIL HAHAHA bagus gal keren keren hahahahah duhh hahahahah fail semua nih kita tapi tetep aja pasti semua akhirnya juga ketawa hahaha itu juga bukan karena joke nya tapi malah karena fail hahaha :P manstabs dong..ehehehe..
sekolah udah tinggal bentar lagi deh nih, gua males banget ke singapore ga boong :S sebel ah orang ga mau juga malah di tarik2, itu seminggu sebelum exam semester lagi wew mantap gann -_-
*British accent* I can't wait for summeerrr!!!! HAHAHAHAHA wooo heheh (gajelas) yeyyy seru dech entarr, eh just remembered, i have alot of books to catch up on,or else i cant buy new books :S aaaaahhh baibaii!

DarleneDavita

oh no :O

uhhhh i have no idea what to feel -_- i hate the fact that i wont be here, loving the fact that i'll meet my family, kinda of not really interested on the journey thing :S
IMA GONNA MISS YOUU D': hate this hate this hate this !!!!!! duhh gimana dong huffh
sebeell, entar klo kenapa2 gimana : [ ga lucu lohh

DarleneDavita

so yeah

i went to school to get my report card today. good thing it satisfied my parents. i get to go to pim the whole day, and i did. with billy, jess, ka gio, gianni, ka kevin. and there i also met ka steven, ka albert, ka calvin, angga, ka matthew, n ka katwang. we saw the new xxi in pim 1 but didnt watch any movies. went home at 7 and for some reason.......i dont feel right inside. i trust you tho. so i guess i shouldnt worry..

DarleneDavita

guesswhatt(again)

I got my glasses today! I've been like waiting too long... Badnewws internet's been dead for almost a week :S I didn't even think I'd ever make it this far *lebay hahahah astagaa... Kangen pake laptop lagi.. Retreat kemaren seru, pulang2 udah ada Pajeronya dong P: hahaah sok banget nih.. I swear if the dude won't fix the internet cable thing I'd beat him up alive :/ and look, the good channels are not even connected anymore...howthehell am I gonna enjoy myself everytime I'm bored or relaxing??? Hihhh :( oh well.. At least my bb can still be of use P:
Eh gila lo ka April Fools tega banget sampe segitunya... Kirain beneran lgi.. Aku kira kaka udah ngerti klo ngerokok gabagus HAHA sumpah klo ga bilang aprilmop kecewa bgt P:
Buat yg ulang tahun April 3 kemaren HAPPY BIRTHDAY loh! Hahahha jahat banget lo kas kira gua sombong... 14 yaa.. Hmm gua ga mau cepet2 14..tmbah tua entar haha
Soo that's all I have to write

DarleneDavita

guesswhatt

It's so cool i found the next book series thing that i couldn't get last month, and look at the date, it's been a month hahaha :p
I seriously want to finish the first one : / duddeee work with mee ....
the retreat is in like less than 2 more days.. well, on monday to be exact. I have Ka Viana, Silvia, n Priscilla as my roommates. i wonder n am sure it will be interesting.
I hope i'll be cured by the time we're at the retreat.

DarleneDavita

yeah

Kakaa, sabar ya ka.. harus bisa jaga temper loh :))
BULLSHIT semua tau, i've been wasting time when i should be doing something else...
idontgetyouidontgetyouidontgetyouidontgetyou : / gua kecewa sama diri gua sendri hari ini :S i cant believe i was turning into someone else.. and i dont accept that.
i seriously thought you could be my real, good or either true, maybe best friend. do you know how disappointed i was? : / i guess you dont care. hahahh should've known that.
I do have some people im really close to. :) thanks guys♥♥

DarleneDavita

nope

gaa gua gamau cengeng lgi, mulai sekarang gua mau belajar diem aja dan coba untuk ga masukin hal2 yg ga penting ke hati. :D guamau belajar bisa ga takut lgi klo ada apa2. (y) harus bisa.
nope imma not gonna back down. from now on i'll stay strong ;D hihii
i know i can i know i can! thanks ka xD

DarleneDavita

I need..

Gua gatau musih ngapain lgi.. ga enak lah perasaan gua juga. :S rada sedeng sih cwo nya, maunya apa coba..
Btw, kemaren (krn ini jam 2 jdi udh Maret 16) cape banget gila ulangan ada 4: science exam, mandarin exam, MV exam, history long test.. huaahhh cape, ini aja ga tidur :S
I need a friend. Not just a friend, a friend i can trust, and be by my side anytime i need them, they wont say negative things, they'll encourage me, they'll trust me, we'll care for each other..
Would you prefer a true friend or a good friend? A true friend isn't always good, yet a good friend isn't always true. For me, i prefer close friends.
But do i have? tell me, if i'd ever let you down would you still talk to me? I know that nobody is on my side anymore. I can really trust nobody. who knows, maybe right now theres someone cursing my name already. i dont mind. its just that it hurts me to know i have nobody anymore.
Maybe an older brother is what i need. he'll understand me, i'll do the same.
Would you promise me to always be by my side? tell me that everything will be all right?
It hurts to fall in love especially the part where you realize that you already fell and he was not there to catch you cause he didn't care.... :S

DarleneDavita

Wahoo!!

huaha pagi ini gabisa bangun jdi gereja siangan.. trus kita ke PS bowling :D pertamanya 0 terus loh.. kecewa nih.. I'm a failure! Darren aja 2nd shot bisa strike :S curang abis.. trus jarinya sempet sakit gitu sih akhirnya biasa, mama jago loh, dadi tdinya ga ikut, tpi pas kita ber3 selesai game dia beli yg ber4 main deh. final scoresnya :
Mama: 84
Me: 41
Darren: 39
Dadi: 97
hahahahh mantaps kan.. pengen main lgi ah ntr selasa, kan libur.. this week is gonna be tough, exams of course.. ga nahanin ah, harus serius nih belajarnya. somehow i keep on getting distracted over absolutely anything.. :S

Tauu ga lo kalo gua suka nungguin lo ol ... kadang2 klo lama suka kecewa, tpi kalo lo sapa rasanya pengen loncat2 ;)
Im beginning to hate that other dude : | mau dia apa sih ngata2in kaka gua. hmph (yeelah sok peduli) emang peduli lah gua... it annoys me, ya'knw..

Nothin' On You (feat. Bruno Mars) - B.o.B.
Stuck On You - Mitchel Musso ---------(orang yg rambutnya kyk ada kipas dia sebelah dia HAHAH bener kak :D)

DarleneDavita

バスタード！

hahaha ga nyantai title nya. basutaーdo! (bastard)
lagi bosen nih.. tadi abis mati lampu, pulang dari pim cape ngantuk... hari ini seru2 aja.. takut nih makin item aja main di bwah matahari siang2 gitu. ga siang2 sih cuma jam 2-3an paling.. panaasss banget udaranya nih sampe2 lemes :S
kecewa loh. gara2 william sih! hahaha ga sih, sbenernya salah gua, emang udah rusak sih itu earphone, hari ini yg sbelah kiri udah ga jalan, sedih deh budek sebelah : |
earphone rusak gua dapet speaker hahahah keren deh kamar gua skrng :p galah hihi
BOSENN AAA MAU MAIN NFS CARBON!! KA STEVEN MANAA NIHH..................... fff......fffff..........fffffffffffff........ :S

DarleneDavita

Supposedly...

Term exams are near, in fact, tomorrow is our math exam, lots of things to do, study, too much pressure..
Hari ini pertama kali di tahun Gr. 8 kita salah kelas hahah, kan hari ini rabu jdi musihnya jam sebelum lunch itu BI. kita malah grammar, itu aja miss michelle napa ga bingung ya.. mungkin dia iya kali ya. ya abis lunch tabrakan deh tuh sama gr.7. akhirnya kita freetime di library hahaha.
Tadi sore seru lohh, emotional banget tpi -_- gua pulang jam 5an main basket dan ngobrol2. kesian billy kena bola. dan gua tau kok bukan salah siapa2. keenaapaaa siihhh di bikin big deal banget.. i dont get it at all, trus steph, lo kalo fed up ya putus aja lah, lo betah apa nangis terus cuma gara2 dia? jangan bilang dia pengecut dong, kan kasian dia juga.. gua kasian juga sama looo, stephh....
Stress gua liat semua orang stress... dah gitu main nambah2 masalah aja sih :S susah sih memang ngadepin orang keras kepala, dah gitu gua ndiri wih keras kepala banget.. memang harus sabar tpi sejak wktu itu gua dah kgak bisa sabar lagi.. rasanya kyk udah bolong gara2 meledak wktu itu.. gua juga pengen semua orang sadar. memang gak enak kok jdi diri kita sendiri, orang lain aja ga bisa liat itu, mereka cuma kira hidup kita gampang gada masalah, kalo emang mereka sadar itu juga pasti mereka gaktau kita lagi ada masalah apa, ga bisa dong main salah2an. yaudah lah kalo memang salah, let go lah. mau apain lgi? mau berantem? :S ntr cape sendiri. sedih juga gua lama2.
trus lo gakboleh ngmng itu! GA BOLEH. gua peduli. jangan pernah bilang kgak ada orang yg peduli sama lo. Dont you dare.
semua itu cuma misunderstanding astaga.. kenapa perspective orang negative gitu sihh?? ga ngerti deh gua..
gua sayang sama lo tpi kenapa ya kadang2 gua malu..
Supposedly that was an accident? supposedly you didnt mean that? if you say it is and you didnt, id believe you. im just disappointed cause people dont see that, let alone believe.

DarleneDavita

2, 3. Maybe 4.

Hari iniii kita (gua, manda, ka steven, billy) jam stengah 12 ke pim. check kinokuniya buku nya udah kagak ada :'( trus jalan2 ke periplus, ke gramed beli pencil hahah (y) trus tadinya mau ke poins cuma ga jadi. billy ke pim bwa laptop gitu jdi belom sejam udah ngeluh2 hahaha kesian sih dia.. sabar ya de. trus ke pizza hut pondok indah, pesen untuk di bwa pulang. nunggunya lumayan lama. abis itu ke rumah manda trus telfon jess. beberapa menit gitu jessica dateng hahah, main2 gitu deh cuma akhirnya bosen bangettt itu sekitar jam 3an trus ketiduran di sofa, abis bangun turun liat main billiard trus naik lgi diem di ruangan atas. duduk2 di sofa, billy am jess pergi ke rumah jess mau ambil bola, ka steven am amanda main tekken gua cuma liat aja. tdinya billy mau foto kita ber3 lgi tiduran di sofa cuma gua gamau jdi gua duduk pas sofanya maju kedepan gitu hahaha kaget banget kita. SHOCK! hahaha trus mrk balik2 gataunya katanya bolanya ilang :S udah mana ujan seharian jdi ga main basket deh huhhhhh... malem nya manda serve kita susu sama oreo gitu. kyknya ada racun nya deh soalnya kita semua mabok susu bener bener sampe gila ga ketolonggan hahahahah... ancur dah semuanya rada bokep dikit tpi kacau banget dan kocak.sampe sakit mulut gua hahah gua di jemput jam stengah 7 soalnya jadi belom pada pulang gitu haha. aku masih mau main mamiii hihhi seru banget deh hahaha

DarleneDavita

rip off

kocak deh hari ini ke pim dari jam 12 sampe jam 8. siang nya sama billy jess ka steven n joey. ke A&W dulu trus jalan2 ketemu mamanya jess dia pilih2 baju hahaha. trus jess harus pulang jam 3an :( kecewa banget wktu tau Woflman udah penuh trus ga bisa nonton :'| billy gak enak gitu merasa bersalah hahaha santai aja deh bil :) akhirnya jalan2 dri atas turun kebwah ngeliat angsa sebentar trus ka steven am aku kabur ke kinokuniya beli stabilo liat2 buku. nemu buku bagus loh, kelihatannya sih keren, series gitu ada 3, eh yg ke3 kgak ada, ka steven nanya sama mba nya, "mba yg ke3 ada ga?" 'abis dek' "nanti ada lagi ga?" 'pasti ada' "kapan kira2?" 'belom pasti'. *GUBRAK* kecewa abis deh, orang gak konsisten mau beli series gitu beli yg paling akhirnya hahaha aneh. telfon billy deh trus ketemu di skywalk. jalan ke hophop trus billy am joey beli minuman, aku am ka steven ke periplus cari buku ke3 yg tdi, gataunya ga ada. malah itu ada satu meja stickernya bestseller semua. RIP OFF. konsisten dong. gimana sih orang yg kerja disitu main tempel2 aja hahaha, abis itu kita puter2 ke Gramed sebentar liat2 buku, ada buku Snoopy lucu banget tpi gak ngerti : / hahahah ada satu buku kocak yg tentang cwo gitu.. abis liat2 trus ketemuan am billy di funworld gatau nya dia juga masih di gramed tdi hahah dodol. dia main tekken terus. cape abis itu ngantuk dikit. kira2 jam 5 gitu. papa mau makan pizza jdi masih di pim lama gitu. ketemu lauren, tantenya, sama sandy. kata ka steven mukanya serem hahahah. jalan balik ke funworld trus ke A&W lgi mau duduk. cape loh....... abis itu gua cabut ketemu bonyok, makan trus beli CD Boyz Two Men. abis itu ke kinokuniya mau beli buku yg tdi "The Name Of This Book Is Secret". ka steven lama ah hahaha. papa udah main jalan aja yaudah pasrah. ngantuk nyampe rumah trus tidur dari jam 8.30 sampe 10. lumayan lah sekarang ngantuk dikit sih. ok deh bye

DarleneDavita

Hmm

Ke rumah Manda hari ini sama Steph, Angga, Stanley, Billy, Ka Steven, Jessica, Jeremy. seru loh.. main2, tekken, basket, billiard, ngobrol2 sambil becanda... Steph angga n stanley pulang duluan jam stengah 3an. gua ga nyangka mereka bakal nyariin gua pas pada main billiard hahah.. kita juga jalan ke rumah jes trus mau ke lapangan basket yg lama itu gak taunya di pake, jadi pulang2 ke rumah manda cape dan kecewa. trus main domikado, musih nya yg kalah ga minum air tapi kita haus semua jadi minum semua deh hahaha.. pulang2 jam 8an loh, cape banget tpi krn hari ini jumat kyknya mau stay up deh :)
Kecewa stengah mati gua :' | main tekken seru juga haha, thankyou billy baik :)

DarleneDavita

itsallgood

Hari ini ke pim ke ultah Rainier the sapiman hahahah kocak, nyari kado kyknya susah banget ya ckck..
I am sooo sure this weekend is gonna be GREAT :D
Besok mau ke rumah amanda!! pasti seruu hihii :]
Baby - Justin Bieber Feat. Ludacris
Watcha Say - Jason Derulo

"And I was like baby, baby, baby oohh, like baby, baby, baby noo, like baby, baby, baby ooh, thought you'd always be mine, mine ..."

DarleneDavita

Dontchange

You make my heart glow, without you it bleeds endlessly
What should I do? I don't even understand what I want. I do know one thing tho. I care.

DarleneDavita

ahahhh :"(

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GIMANA GIMANA GIMANA NIHH!?!?!? orang2 maunya apa sihhhh?
.....................................................................GUA CUMA BISA NANGIS, gua cupu sekarang
my heart feels like bleeding, ga boong sakit banget, kenapa ya? I CANT STAND IT, di skolah rasanya mau mati!! susah ya
information,, information.. gua gamau denger :(
GATAU GATAU GATAU, SAYA GA BENCI CUMA SEDIH, sedih....karena? karena........gua gatau cara jawab itu :'S
HATI GUA MAU NYA APA SIHH

Best Of Me - Sum 41

DarleneDavita

Lastnight

Valentine party was magical.....apa deh hahaha kita pada diem di satu ruangan akhirnya pada gila semua, gua kedinginan kyk apaan :/ Manda main2 sama Ka Steven, Kasih kepanasan, Billy kecewa :( Jess am Steph mabok :S Laurensia otp mlu hahahahah crazy night
It still went pretty well, tho i dont see the point in dancing like what they were doing last night..
Gua di bilang kyk genie sama Kasih hahaah sialan -_-

DarleneDavita

Freetime

Ah bego banget deh, klo hari ini freetime semua ngapain masuk coba? udh mana principal ga jelas gitu, maunya apa sih ga tau kita pada cape ? kalo ikut pasti dia udh bolosin semua orang -_-
Gr 8 rajin banget pada masuk huhu.. gua udh ga karuan bentar2 ngantuk trus ntr ketawa2 ntr dikit kecewa sedih2 anehhh :S
nyampe rumah lgsng tidur 3 jam hahahah bangun2 gakaruan pusingnya ;/
Besok valentine partynya, pdhl valentine udh kapan..


DarleneDavita

Fieldtrip to Sukabumi

Kmrn tuh PInGS fieldtrip SMP am SMA nya, seru banget dah gitu berisik hahaha, gw diem terus pulang pergi... ipod mati gua kecewa stengah mati :( stephanie tuh dasar banget HAHAHAH kocak lo..
Perjalanan ke sana lebih lama dari kita disana nya -_- ujan pula, nyampe2 balik jam 8nan gila kan..
Udh mana SS ga dikasih turun HAHAHAH niat fieldtrip ga siihh ? huaah
Kita sampe perjalanan pulangnya pada main game gitu, akhirnya pada berdiri semua di bis hahaha, Mr sam ganggu ah orang mau tidur duduk sebelah nya malah ngajak ngobrol HAHAH peace misterr... :S
Gabisa tidur lagi di bis :/ kecewa deh.. Aaaaa kesell, sebell, pusing, cape, ngantuk, lemes, kecewa TAPI SERU HAHA :]

I HATE GRASSHOPPERS :S:S:S

DarleneDavita

HapValDay&ChineseNY

Hari ini gue ke MOI beli tas lucu hahaha :))
Happy valentines day <33
Chinese new year payah gadapet angpao HHAHA pdhl gua ga rayain.. huhu yasudah

DarleneDavita

onething

TODAY WAS DISTURBINGG!!! im sooo sorrryyy... didnt mean to :(
I do wish there's someone in my life that cares...oh wait, I do :D
thanks :3
Laurensia Nathasya gak keliatan sama sekali hari ini, kabar aja kgak ada :/ kemana deh adeku yg satu ini ...? Billy astaga, getwell yaa.. kyknya Manda am gua senasib ... Jess, untung pen lo ketemu hahaha, Steff, valentine bentr lgi ya? hahaha dress blm adaaa! HAHA
I do want to do one thing right now.. I WANNA FINISH MY ARTT.. seru banget tdi ahahaha kocak banget lgi ckckck.. ide di bantu manda n raineir, makasih ya :))

DarleneDavita

whatswrong?

Boleh ga sih gua mati? mau deh :/ kesel ah nangis mlu, gua cupu. CUPU!!!
Gilaa gua tuh cape tau gak, udah untung banget gua orangnya sabar, nahan sih bisa nahan tpi jdinya nangis mlu -_-
I need a break man, give me time to recover or something.. bener2 gada feeling lo...
Holding On - Simple Plan
Thanks ya Ka Steven n Kasih :')

DarleneDavita

NiceSat

Ga sangka seru juga hari ini :D thanks ya mol mau dengerin curhatkuu hahahaha =) and thanks for accompanying me [:
The Call - Regina Spector <3

DarleneDavita

:(

Im not sure whats going on.. im just hoping it wont be worst than this horrible week i just went thru.. Help me Lord :'/
Dont leave me..

DarleneDavita

hihihi :]

Hari ini gua senengg bangett, karena seru aja hahahah lagi seneng isengin Stephanie nihh :D:D sabar ya stephh:) HAHAHA He's mine!! :p
Sumpah Darma gak lucu banget hari ini -_- dia udh bikin gua kesel 3 kali hari ini :@ hahaah awas ye lu Dar.
Its quiz & test week -_- im so tired...untung science quiz bisa... besok 4 quiz nih, gak nyantaii... CAPPEEE!!! :'|
Even though people don't see you like I do, but I believe you can make it :) I love your personality and I believe in you. :];] ciee apa deh gua hahahaha
thats all i have to say.

DarleneDavita

♥s

I made a valentine card at art class today :3 Im not thinking of giving it to any one tho.... : /
I love this quote "Love is painful that is true, not to love is painful too; but there is a greater pain: to love and not to love again." :D

Ps. my first post this month :)

DarleneDavita ♥s

Way Away - Yellowcard

I think I’m breaking out
I’m gonna leave you now
There’s nothing for me here
It’s all the same

And even though I know
That everything might go
Go down hill from here
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

You can’t stop me now
You can’t hold me down
You can’t keep me here
I’m on my way**

I made it this far now
And I’m not burning out
No matter what you say
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe

Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Letting out the noise inside of me
Every windowpane is shattering
Cutting out my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me
Every windowpane is shattering
Cutting out my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away
Away from here I’ll be
Way away
Away so you can see

How it feels to be alone and not believe
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

DarleneDavita

Welcome To The Black Parade - MCR

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned??

He said, "Will you defeat them
Your demons and all the non-believers
The plans that they have made?
Because one day, I'll leave you
A phantom to lead you in the summer
To join the Black Parade"

Sometimes I get the feeling
She's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the streets
And when you're gone we want you all to know

We'll carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we'll carry on
And in my heart, I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it

And while that sends you reeling
From decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout out loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end?

We hear the call to carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
You're weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Disappointed faces of your peers
Take a look at me
'Cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part

Won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy who wanna sing his song
Just a man, I'm not a hero
I don't care!

We'll carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, you'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
You're weary widow marches on

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
(We'll carry on)

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
(We'll carry on)

DarleneDavita

Aches

I can not move on like thiss... Its mad tortureee!! AAAAAA :(
Im finishing my painting right now.. It looks .... I dont knw.. Hmm.. Karel said the squares look like tic tac toe HAHAH
I dont want to go with anyone to the valentines... I dont even want to celebrate that lame holiday!!
Yah yah lupa American Idol... Got to do my homeworks! Byeee

DarleneDavita

Gua sabar kok :)

Tapi gua tau ada yang gak ...
Hari ini di penuhi oleh tertawa (mungkin gua doang hahah). Maklum lgi pengen ketawaa.. Sabar ya Steph :p seneng gua isengin lo hahahah, gua kesel sama orng yg klo becanda ga kira2... _-_
Hari ini hari pertama Miss Michelle ngajar. dia blng "I can never replace Mr. Allen. Im just your new English teacher." AAAAAAAAAA MISTERR!!! ;"( tegaa ninggalin kita :'[
Lagii pengen main game di laptoppp... huhuhu loading nya lama bener.. : /
Gtg, by

DarleneDavita

Farewell :'(

Today was Mister Allen's last day.. We'll miss you alot. Keep in touch please. I hope Miss Michelle will be as nice and great as youu.. Thanks for everything, even tho i've only known your for 2 short but meaningful term.. I'll try as hard as I can to be better at English.. For you.. :")
Such an emotional day... Stefi, Jess and I can't help crying.. It was just soo sad.. I know that it's not like he's leaving the earth or anything.. We just cant help it.. He also had a couple or more teardrops. But I think we cried more than he. "Mister gembel!!" said Jess. Lol. Farewell Mister.

DarleneDavita

:D

Happy Birthday Ka Steven Gunawan! Hope you'll get that sweet RC you wanted. Heheheh Thanks so much for accompanying me stay up last Friday night :D Hahaha
This morning wasnt so good for me cause my tummy has been aching me to death >_< I went to Prapatan and bought a paintbrush and some acrylic paint :D I want to finish my painting ...
Watching Spongebob alone now, got to go!

DarleneDavita

Hello

WHATS WRONG WTH ME TONIGHT?????? masa ga ngantuk2.. : / Its almost 2 oclock noww.... bntr lgi deh tdr.. maless, maless valentine .... huhu
Tday iss fine.. Electronics is okay. andd i aint got nothing else to say, so.. bye

DarleneDavita

Lately...

Sorry for not posting this week. Its been fun and busy since I got back to school. Nice to have got to see all my friends again :)
Im gonna watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 today. Hopefully I can.
Gtg, byee

PS. You don't deserve her :)

DarleneDavita

: ( : / : )

Jan. 6 '10

Mostly I forgot wat i did that day but I remembered I wasnt in a good mood. Kind of depressed i guess.. dont ask.

Jan. 7 '10

Stayed home. Rather a boring day, my bro got a hair cut, played Harvest Moon,, forgot the last time i played that game. must be like 6 months cause i havent been playing it since i got to school.

Jan. 8 '10 -Today

Happy birthday Ka Giovanni :))
I went to PIM and watch The Princess and the Frog with Stephanie. Had a great time, met her mom, ate Jcool yogurt, met some teachers from school. hahaha My Uncles and Aunt are coming tonight. So yea... that pretty much it.

DarleneDavita

Yeehaa

Jan. 3 '10

It was Sunday so I went to church at the first service, then we leave to go eat some noodles.. We went to Sency and Dad bought me red crocs.. yeah its my christmas present.. i like it tho :))

Jan. 4 '10

Happy birthday Mom. I didnt do anything pretty much that day, I went to pim for a walk and I was searching for a christmas present for someone :) And I got it. I took Darren with me and bought him a lollipop. After a little while, he was already tired from licking it. Haha

Jan. 5 '10 -Today

Happy birthday (ka) Nasya :p
Im inlove with Relient K's song 'Deathbed'. <33 :)) Today I stayed home, listened to some music, watched tv, and mostly I cant stop missing my friends.
Steph! C'mon dude I cant wait to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 with ya! xD

DarleneDavita

A peaceful day

I have to write about this day because I'd have to remember it. Its so cool tho I cant stop sucking this plastic spoon, darn it -_-
I dont see why people would waste their time on someone they hate most. I mean, thats just silly in a stupid way. Hahaha..
Maaf ya semua, gua lgi rada bete jdi keanya jahat banget gitu -_- A million times SORRY :"|

DarleneDavita

2010 is here :)

Last night was THE LONGEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE. At 3 everything was dark and the tv was off. I was just right there lying on the bed staring at the ketchup bottle under the dresser that my dad dropped and destroyed. I woke up at 5 and I was feeling so sweaty -_- I could barely sleep. It felt so long, like 2 days had passed.
The New Year party was awesome tho :D We had fireworks and enjoyed our neighbors fireworks. It was beautiful, tho I stayed in the whole entire count down new year time. Huahaha :)
My 2010's resolutions are mastering both Japanese language and drums. Gotta work harder this year. And that I just hate :)

DarleneDavita