Friday, January 29, 2010

Way Away - Yellowcard

I think I’m breaking out
I’m gonna leave you now
There’s nothing for me here
It’s all the same

And even though I know
That everything might go
Go down hill from here
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

You can’t stop me now
You can’t hold me down
You can’t keep me here
I’m on my way**

I made it this far now
And I’m not burning out
No matter what you say
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe

Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Letting out the noise inside of me
Every windowpane is shattering
Cutting out my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me
Every windowpane is shattering
Cutting out my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away
Away from here I’ll be
Way away
Away so you can see

How it feels to be alone and not believe
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

DarleneDavita

Welcome To The Black Parade - MCR

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, "Son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned??

He said, "Will you defeat them
Your demons and all the non-believers
The plans that they have made?
Because one day, I'll leave you
A phantom to lead you in the summer
To join the Black Parade"

Sometimes I get the feeling
She's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all, the rise and fall
The bodies in the streets
And when you're gone we want you all to know

We'll carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we'll carry on
And in my heart, I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it

And while that sends you reeling
From decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout out loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end?

We hear the call to carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
You're weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Disappointed faces of your peers
Take a look at me
'Cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part

Won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy who wanna sing his song
Just a man, I'm not a hero
I don't care!

We'll carry on, we'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, you'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
You're weary widow marches on

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
(We'll carry on)

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
(We'll carry on)

DarleneDavita

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Aches

I can not move on like thiss... Its mad tortureee!! AAAAAA :(
Im finishing my painting right now.. It looks .... I dont knw.. Hmm.. Karel said the squares look like tic tac toe HAHAH
I dont want to go with anyone to the valentines... I dont even want to celebrate that lame holiday!!
Yah yah lupa American Idol... Got to do my homeworks! Byeee

DarleneDavita

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Gua sabar kok :)

Tapi gua tau ada yang gak ...
Hari ini di penuhi oleh tertawa (mungkin gua doang hahah). Maklum lgi pengen ketawaa.. Sabar ya Steph :p seneng gua isengin lo hahahah, gua kesel sama orng yg klo becanda ga kira2... _-_
Hari ini hari pertama Miss Michelle ngajar. dia blng "I can never replace Mr. Allen. Im just your new English teacher." AAAAAAAAAA MISTERR!!! ;"( tegaa ninggalin kita :'[
Lagii pengen main game di laptoppp... huhuhu loading nya lama bener.. : /
Gtg, by

DarleneDavita

Monday, January 25, 2010

Farewell :'(

Today was Mister Allen's last day.. We'll miss you alot. Keep in touch please. I hope Miss Michelle will be as nice and great as youu.. Thanks for everything, even tho i've only known your for 2 short but meaningful term.. I'll try as hard as I can to be better at English.. For you.. :")
Such an emotional day... Stefi, Jess and I can't help crying.. It was just soo sad.. I know that it's not like he's leaving the earth or anything.. We just cant help it.. He also had a couple or more teardrops. But I think we cried more than he. "Mister gembel!!" said Jess. Lol. Farewell Mister.

DarleneDavita

Sunday, January 24, 2010

:D

Happy Birthday Ka Steven Gunawan! Hope you'll get that sweet RC you wanted. Heheheh Thanks so much for accompanying me stay up last Friday night :D Hahaha
This morning wasnt so good for me cause my tummy has been aching me to death >_< I went to Prapatan and bought a paintbrush and some acrylic paint :D I want to finish my painting ...
Watching Spongebob alone now, got to go!

DarleneDavita

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Hello

WHATS WRONG WTH ME TONIGHT?????? masa ga ngantuk2.. : / Its almost 2 oclock noww.... bntr lgi deh tdr.. maless, maless valentine .... huhu
Tday iss fine.. Electronics is okay. andd i aint got nothing else to say, so.. bye

DarleneDavita

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Lately...

Sorry for not posting this week. Its been fun and busy since I got back to school. Nice to have got to see all my friends again :)
Im gonna watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 today. Hopefully I can.
Gtg, byee

PS. You don't deserve her :)

DarleneDavita

Friday, January 8, 2010

: ( : / : )

Jan. 6 '10

Mostly I forgot wat i did that day but I remembered I wasnt in a good mood. Kind of depressed i guess.. dont ask.

Jan. 7 '10

Stayed home. Rather a boring day, my bro got a hair cut, played Harvest Moon,, forgot the last time i played that game. must be like 6 months cause i havent been playing it since i got to school.

Jan. 8 '10 -Today

Happy birthday Ka Giovanni :))
I went to PIM and watch The Princess and the Frog with Stephanie. Had a great time, met her mom, ate Jcool yogurt, met some teachers from school. hahaha My Uncles and Aunt are coming tonight. So yea... that pretty much it.

DarleneDavita

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Yeehaa

Jan. 3 '10

It was Sunday so I went to church at the first service, then we leave to go eat some noodles.. We went to Sency and Dad bought me red crocs.. yeah its my christmas present.. i like it tho :))

Jan. 4 '10

Happy birthday Mom. I didnt do anything pretty much that day, I went to pim for a walk and I was searching for a christmas present for someone :) And I got it. I took Darren with me and bought him a lollipop. After a little while, he was already tired from licking it. Haha

Jan. 5 '10 -Today

Happy birthday (ka) Nasya :p
Im inlove with Relient K's song 'Deathbed'. <33 :)) Today I stayed home, listened to some music, watched tv, and mostly I cant stop missing my friends.
Steph! C'mon dude I cant wait to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 with ya! xD

DarleneDavita


Saturday, January 2, 2010

A peaceful day

I have to write about this day because I'd have to remember it. Its so cool tho I cant stop sucking this plastic spoon, darn it -_-
I dont see why people would waste their time on someone they hate most. I mean, thats just silly in a stupid way. Hahaha..
Maaf ya semua, gua lgi rada bete jdi keanya jahat banget gitu -_- A million times SORRY :"|

DarleneDavita

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010 is here :)

Last night was THE LONGEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE. At 3 everything was dark and the tv was off. I was just right there lying on the bed staring at the ketchup bottle under the dresser that my dad dropped and destroyed. I woke up at 5 and I was feeling so sweaty -_- I could barely sleep. It felt so long, like 2 days had passed.
The New Year party was awesome tho :D We had fireworks and enjoyed our neighbors fireworks. It was beautiful, tho I stayed in the whole entire count down new year time. Huahaha :)
My 2010's resolutions are mastering both Japanese language and drums. Gotta work harder this year. And that I just hate :)

DarleneDavita