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It's so cool i found the next book series thing that i couldn't get last month, and look at the date, it's been a month hahaha :p
I seriously want to finish the first one : / duddeee work with mee ....
the retreat is in like less than 2 more days.. well, on monday to be exact. I have Ka Viana, Silvia, n Priscilla as my roommates. i wonder n am sure it will be interesting.
I hope i'll be cured by the time we're at the retreat.

DarleneDavita

yeah

Kakaa, sabar ya ka.. harus bisa jaga temper loh :))
BULLSHIT semua tau, i've been wasting time when i should be doing something else...
idontgetyouidontgetyouidontgetyouidontgetyou : / gua kecewa sama diri gua sendri hari ini :S i cant believe i was turning into someone else.. and i dont accept that.
i seriously thought you could be my real, good or either true, maybe best friend. do you know how disappointed i was? : / i guess you dont care. hahahh should've known that.
I do have some people im really close to. :) thanks guys♥♥

DarleneDavita

nope

gaa gua gamau cengeng lgi, mulai sekarang gua mau belajar diem aja dan coba untuk ga masukin hal2 yg ga penting ke hati. :D guamau belajar bisa ga takut lgi klo ada apa2. (y) harus bisa.
nope imma not gonna back down. from now on i'll stay strong ;D hihii
i know i can i know i can! thanks ka xD

DarleneDavita

I need..

Gua gatau musih ngapain lgi.. ga enak lah perasaan gua juga. :S rada sedeng sih cwo nya, maunya apa coba..
Btw, kemaren (krn ini jam 2 jdi udh Maret 16) cape banget gila ulangan ada 4: science exam, mandarin exam, MV exam, history long test.. huaahhh cape, ini aja ga tidur :S
I need a friend. Not just a friend, a friend i can trust, and be by my side anytime i need them, they wont say negative things, they'll encourage me, they'll trust me, we'll care for each other..
Would you prefer a true friend or a good friend? A true friend isn't always good, yet a good friend isn't always true. For me, i prefer close friends.
But do i have? tell me, if i'd ever let you down would you still talk to me? I know that nobody is on my side anymore. I can really trust nobody. who knows, maybe right now theres someone cursing my name already. i dont mind. its just that it hurts me to know i have nobody anymore.
Maybe an older brother is what i need. he'll understand me, i'll do the same.
Would you promise me to always be by my side? tell me that everything will be all right?
It hurts to fall in love especially the part where you realize that you already fell and he was not there to catch you cause he didn't care.... :S

DarleneDavita

Wahoo!!

huaha pagi ini gabisa bangun jdi gereja siangan.. trus kita ke PS bowling :D pertamanya 0 terus loh.. kecewa nih.. I'm a failure! Darren aja 2nd shot bisa strike :S curang abis.. trus jarinya sempet sakit gitu sih akhirnya biasa, mama jago loh, dadi tdinya ga ikut, tpi pas kita ber3 selesai game dia beli yg ber4 main deh. final scoresnya :
Mama: 84
Me: 41
Darren: 39
Dadi: 97
hahahahh mantaps kan.. pengen main lgi ah ntr selasa, kan libur.. this week is gonna be tough, exams of course.. ga nahanin ah, harus serius nih belajarnya. somehow i keep on getting distracted over absolutely anything.. :S

Tauu ga lo kalo gua suka nungguin lo ol ... kadang2 klo lama suka kecewa, tpi kalo lo sapa rasanya pengen loncat2 ;)
Im beginning to hate that other dude : | mau dia apa sih ngata2in kaka gua. hmph (yeelah sok peduli) emang peduli lah gua... it annoys me, ya'knw..

Nothin' On You (feat. Bruno Mars) - B.o.B.
Stuck On You - Mitchel Musso ---------(orang yg rambutnya kyk ada kipas dia sebelah dia HAHAH bener kak :D)

DarleneDavita

バスタード！

hahaha ga nyantai title nya. basutaーdo! (bastard)
lagi bosen nih.. tadi abis mati lampu, pulang dari pim cape ngantuk... hari ini seru2 aja.. takut nih makin item aja main di bwah matahari siang2 gitu. ga siang2 sih cuma jam 2-3an paling.. panaasss banget udaranya nih sampe2 lemes :S
kecewa loh. gara2 william sih! hahaha ga sih, sbenernya salah gua, emang udah rusak sih itu earphone, hari ini yg sbelah kiri udah ga jalan, sedih deh budek sebelah : |
earphone rusak gua dapet speaker hahahah keren deh kamar gua skrng :p galah hihi
BOSENN AAA MAU MAIN NFS CARBON!! KA STEVEN MANAA NIHH..................... fff......fffff..........fffffffffffff........ :S

DarleneDavita

Supposedly...

Term exams are near, in fact, tomorrow is our math exam, lots of things to do, study, too much pressure..
Hari ini pertama kali di tahun Gr. 8 kita salah kelas hahah, kan hari ini rabu jdi musihnya jam sebelum lunch itu BI. kita malah grammar, itu aja miss michelle napa ga bingung ya.. mungkin dia iya kali ya. ya abis lunch tabrakan deh tuh sama gr.7. akhirnya kita freetime di library hahaha.
Tadi sore seru lohh, emotional banget tpi -_- gua pulang jam 5an main basket dan ngobrol2. kesian billy kena bola. dan gua tau kok bukan salah siapa2. keenaapaaa siihhh di bikin big deal banget.. i dont get it at all, trus steph, lo kalo fed up ya putus aja lah, lo betah apa nangis terus cuma gara2 dia? jangan bilang dia pengecut dong, kan kasian dia juga.. gua kasian juga sama looo, stephh....
Stress gua liat semua orang stress... dah gitu main nambah2 masalah aja sih :S susah sih memang ngadepin orang keras kepala, dah gitu gua ndiri wih keras kepala banget.. memang harus sabar tpi sejak wktu itu gua dah kgak bisa sabar lagi.. rasanya kyk udah bolong gara2 meledak wktu itu.. gua juga pengen semua orang sadar. memang gak enak kok jdi diri kita sendiri, orang lain aja ga bisa liat itu, mereka cuma kira hidup kita gampang gada masalah, kalo emang mereka sadar itu juga pasti mereka gaktau kita lagi ada masalah apa, ga bisa dong main salah2an. yaudah lah kalo memang salah, let go lah. mau apain lgi? mau berantem? :S ntr cape sendiri. sedih juga gua lama2.
trus lo gakboleh ngmng itu! GA BOLEH. gua peduli. jangan pernah bilang kgak ada orang yg peduli sama lo. Dont you dare.
semua itu cuma misunderstanding astaga.. kenapa perspective orang negative gitu sihh?? ga ngerti deh gua..
gua sayang sama lo tpi kenapa ya kadang2 gua malu..
Supposedly that was an accident? supposedly you didnt mean that? if you say it is and you didnt, id believe you. im just disappointed cause people dont see that, let alone believe.

DarleneDavita

2, 3. Maybe 4.

Hari iniii kita (gua, manda, ka steven, billy) jam stengah 12 ke pim. check kinokuniya buku nya udah kagak ada :'( trus jalan2 ke periplus, ke gramed beli pencil hahah (y) trus tadinya mau ke poins cuma ga jadi. billy ke pim bwa laptop gitu jdi belom sejam udah ngeluh2 hahaha kesian sih dia.. sabar ya de. trus ke pizza hut pondok indah, pesen untuk di bwa pulang. nunggunya lumayan lama. abis itu ke rumah manda trus telfon jess. beberapa menit gitu jessica dateng hahah, main2 gitu deh cuma akhirnya bosen bangettt itu sekitar jam 3an trus ketiduran di sofa, abis bangun turun liat main billiard trus naik lgi diem di ruangan atas. duduk2 di sofa, billy am jess pergi ke rumah jess mau ambil bola, ka steven am amanda main tekken gua cuma liat aja. tdinya billy mau foto kita ber3 lgi tiduran di sofa cuma gua gamau jdi gua duduk pas sofanya maju kedepan gitu hahaha kaget banget kita. SHOCK! hahaha trus mrk balik2 gataunya katanya bolanya ilang :S udah mana ujan seharian jdi ga main basket deh huhhhhh... malem nya manda serve kita susu sama oreo gitu. kyknya ada racun nya deh soalnya kita semua mabok susu bener bener sampe gila ga ketolonggan hahahahah... ancur dah semuanya rada bokep dikit tpi kacau banget dan kocak.sampe sakit mulut gua hahah gua di jemput jam stengah 7 soalnya jadi belom pada pulang gitu haha. aku masih mau main mamiii hihhi seru banget deh hahaha

DarleneDavita